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Y'all. I'm bad at making a fancy journal, but this one's also becoming kind of a Mess.
So, here is a collection of my ramblings and other nonsense.

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Farm AU

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HMD

One little thing:

if we have regular threads and CR built up, I also write Claire's (adoptive) dad, Noah Bennet. So if you see [personal profile] callmenoah feel free to hit him up and assume that Claire has told him about your character. The reverse of this also applies. If your character knows Noah, you are welcome to assume he's told them about Claire, so hit her up if you wanna.

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Apr. 14th, 2030 10:46 pm
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"Hey, it's Claire! Leave a message. Or better yet, text me. Bye!" 

HMD

Apr. 14th, 2029 10:49 pm
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No really this post will be more put together later but my laptop is struggling right now.

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I make no secret of the fact that The World of Ice and Fire (ASOIAF/GoT/HotD) is my other fandom special interest in addition to Heroes. So I thought I'd put together this handy-dandy post listing some of my AU ideas for Claire. This isn't by any means all-inclusive, it's in no particular order, and I'm always open to new ideas. This is just the stuff I've thought the most about, whether for existing threads or just stuff I want to do. Also, I apologize in advance because I do not know how to be concise.

Parentage:
In Heroes canon, Claire was born out of wedlock and is therefore literally a bastard. I like to keep this aspect of her character in Ice and Fire AUs because parentage and bastardy are such big parts of the plot. Sometimes I allow for Claire's mother (Meredith) to be of Valyrian descent, while her father (Nathan) would be of some other noble blood. Her grandmother (Angela) has precognitive dreams in Heroes canon, which just so happens to totally be A Thing in Ice and Fire, so it kind of works. Maybe they're of First Men descent (like the Starks) or very pure Andal (like House Arryn, who may have some latent abilities too) blood. Nathan can fly in Heroes, which in Ice and Fire could be treated as a sort of telekinesis. Meredith's power in Heroes is that of pyrokinesis, creating and manipulating fire. Claire definitely comes from "special" genes on both sides.

It's really the best way for me to explain Claire keeping her powers in this AU, which I generally prefer to do because her ability - for better or worse - lends itself to shaping her character in a big way.

That said, I'm definitely willing to alter her parentage so she isn't Valyrian. Personally I think it works for her because of all the fire imagery surrounding her, but it isn't by any means mandatory. Fire and Blood really is part of Claire's aesthetic in Heroes, though. Plus her parents have Fire and Flight which screams dragon. Or phoenix, but I don't think there's much mention of those in Ice and Fire, if any at all. Rambling aside, there are always alternatives. For one, her features (blonde hair and green eyes) match the description of the Lannister Look.

A Lord's Adoptive Daughter
Here is probably the most "normal" and Heroes canon compliant option for Claire's background. She'd be given to the Bennet family as an infant or small child, and instructed to keep her safe and never to tell her of her true origin. Where the Bennet family live and what they're doing is extremely flexible. They could be anywhere in Westeros; I lean toward the more southern regions, perhaps the Reach or Westerlands. Or even across the Narrow Sea in Essos. Pentos works for sure, but it could also be Braavos or literally anywhere else.

As far as what her adoptive family is up to, it's up in the air. Sometimes it might involve Noah Bennet being a powerful merchant lord. He starts out in the manufacturing and selling of parchment (get it? paper salesman?), and branches out into the selling of secrets and information, as well as acting as a middleman of sorts to broker political deals between parties. It's possible he may also act as an assassin while on "merchant trips", though naturally that can't be proven. Otherwise they could simply be a noble family of lesser standing, one some might call upjumped.

Noah and Sandra are a solid unit, working together to keep Claire's secrets for her safety as well as that of their family, and they're each very keen to teach her everything they know so the might have a wealth of knowledge to help her. While initially they'd be sure to keep Claire's secrets even from herself, I do settle on them eventually telling her the truth, probably sometimes around her pre-teen years. I waffle on whether or not Lyle is present here, partly because Lyle is already forgotten in most of Heroes canon and I'm keeping up the tradition. Claire is very close with her parents, and both are teaching her all she needs to know in order to survive and succeed in the world. They might be trying to find her a good marriage, or they may allow her to visit another noble house. She could be taken in as a handmaid for a lady of higher standing.

The Hero's Origin Story:
From this beginning, there could be the tragedy of Claire losing her family due to some noble political drama. She could be captured by slavers. She could decide she wants to be an adventurer and run away. The possibilities are, of course, endless. It's merely a vehicle to have her end up wherever a plot might be taking place, and I'm totally down to adjust this depending on what's happening.

The basic bullet points are that she 1) knows she's an adopted bastard, 2) knows who her mother is, 3) has a strong guess of who her father is due to rumors of her grandmother's prophetic dreams, and 4) can inexplicably heal from any injury. This isn't to say that she's completely invulnerable, as arguably beheading her would be perma-death, and possibly dragonfire. Naturally, if permanent death for Claire comes up, I'd prefer to avoid it, or at least discuss it heavily beforehand to write a satisfying end to an AU scenario.

Alternate Origins:
If she's not raised with the Bennets, she could simply be Claire, a bastard girl who'd been raised with her mother, or perhaps orphaned and surviving on her own. She could have been raised with her lord father and his family, as an acknowledged noble bastard, her surname of course depending on where in Westeros she's raised (Claire Hill, Claire Storm, Claire Waters, etc.). From here, of course, she can be slotted in anywhere: taken in by a lord to work in their keep, taken by slavers, surrendering herself to some temple in Essos to be a priestess? Anything, really.

The North:
I'm glad to fit her in with all sorts of Dragon Show/Book canon, but I do have one specific thing that I think would be fun to write. One way or another (see my above ramblings lol), she winds up either at The Wall or in Winterfell. Now, listen. I don't have a concrete way to get to this point that makes a ton of sense, but that doesn't stop me from wanting it.

Somehow the followers of R'hllor get it into their noggins to burn Claire in sacrifice. Various parties debate back and forth on whether or not this should happen, with Claire ultimately being like "lol i dare you" because she realizes she's in no position to escape and the argument seems to be at a standstill. It ends up with her being burned and of course surviving, ????, PROFIT. Honestly, I'm super open as to how things get to this point and what happens after. I just think it's a nifty parallel image to Daenerys surviving the funeral pyre.

Claire of the Blackwater:
This idea I came up with to write with an old friend of mine but we never got around to it, and it's stuck in my mind since. Here, Claire would be a bastard born and raised with her birth mother in King's Landing, orphaned at a relatively young age and forced to do whatever necessary for survival. She ends up working on various different ships, and against all odds, rises to become the captain of her own vessel. Whether this is doing legitimate work or piracy, well. Either are possible. No specific ideas with this, it's perfectly open to all sorts of shenanigans all over the Ice and Fire timeline.

Characters and Other Wanted Plots:
As far as specific characters I'd like for Claire to interact with, um... all of them? I do, admittedly, have a soft spot for Jon Snow. He's my favorite. In ASOIAF/GoT, she'd likely get along with the Starks, Daenerys, Jaime Lannister when he's on his redemption arc, Brienne of Tarth... basically more protagonist type characters. On the HotD side of things she'd fit in just as well, especially if writing her with Valyrian parentage. Watching the series as it aired, Rhaenyra reminded me a lot of Claire. The scene at the hunt where Rhaenyra returns to camp all bloody? That gave me huge Claire Bennet Vibes. I had already liked Rhaenyra, but after that scene, I loved her.

IMO, everyone has the potential for morally grey behavior in this setting (including Claire, even if I do try to write her more on the side of Good), with that in mind, it's possible for her to get along with or align with most anyone. (Except maybe Ramsay or book!Euron, they're the most evil, lmao.) I can age her up or down as needed (keep in mind that she'll perpetually look to be in her late teens-early twenties), depending on scenario. Hell, she could be born around HotD and still be alive when the events of GoT start.

But honestly, bring them all to me. Book and show canon characters, even other crosscanon for the all of the ridiculous We Don't Even Go Here AUs. For gen purposes, familial (and found family) purposes, shipping purposes, all of it. I will point out that I'm open to antagonistic interactions but strongly prefer things to be discussed heavily beforehand because I'm an anxious bean and too much conflict will stress me out, even if it's IC. 

Other plots, I'm cool to let the memes decide. I'm fanfic trope trash and that most definitely applies to Ice and Fire AUs. 

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That should be it! If I think of anything else I'll add it, either in edits or I'll tack on comments. Feel free to DM or comment with any questions/ideas/yelling with me about Ice and Fire things. I'm by no means an expert, just an overly obsessed fan, so if things aren't 100% Correct Canon, it's not a big deal. As long as we're having fun!


And as always, if you've read this far, thank you. You're a fucking rock star. ♥
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It was a good thing Claire didn't have any work to do that was terribly important, because she'd spent most of the day distracted thinking about the night before. Confessing her feelings for Steve had been on her mind for weeks, and she could never figure out the right time to go there. Maybe it had been her vulnerability after the nightmare, maybe not, but last night apparently was the time. Whether it was the right time, she still wasn't sure.

Neither could she gauge how Steve seemed to feel about the whole thing, as she hadn't had much opportunity to see him, much less talk to him. They both seemed to be busy, though she hadn't forgotten his offer of dinner that night. Just dinner, no mention of a date, not that she'd really expected that. They both needed time to sort this out, maybe sitting down to talk over dinner would help, especially after each took their time to think it over privately that day. She imagined he was thinking it over now, even if he hadn't considered it before.

As the afternoon inched closer to evening, she considered dinner plans. Claire knew her impulsive nature was influencing her now, but she couldn't help wanting to do something nice. Not a date. She wasn't going to go all out, just prepare a little something for the two of them. It was easy enough see him in passing, to request that he meet her in the dining room around six. And then she got to work.

Claire held herself to some semblance of playing it cool, of not trying to prepare anything too extravagant or that might give the impression that it was a date. No, it was just dinner. A simple pasta dish, a salad. No wine, that would... imply things, and it wouldn't do either of them much good anyway. At least, she thought she recalled that Steve's alcohol tolerance was on a level with hers.

Once the table was set, all she had left do was, well. Wait. He'd probably be on time, she guessed, but she was growing too nervous to check the time. Of course he'd show up, right?
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Just some notes about my farm AU for Claire. Any questions or interest a thread with this plot, just hit me up! Comments are screened. <3

- Nathan Petrelli left her a trust fund to be used explicitly for either college or some other life investment, such as starting a business
- Claire was undecided on how exactly to use this money, so she let it sit for several years while she traveled
- eventually Claire got the idea to create a safehouse for evolved humans
- it was Noah's idea to try a farm, which she could potentially use to create income
- with his help, she found a suitable plot of farmland, with a house and a barn in need of some repairs
- others were brought in to help, notably Rebel (Micah Sanders) and Molly Walker to help with finding those in need of a safe haven
- with Claire and the help she brought in (some professional remodeling was done in addition to all of the DIY work), the farm was soon ready for folks to move in
- she also decided to rescue some animals, first dogs, then a couple barn cats, then goats and chickens
- it's sort of communal living; everyone shares and everyone works together
- the location of the farm is very secret with help from Micah's technopath ability
- Molly finds new recruits and Micah contacts them through secure channels, leading them to the farm
- occasionally Peter or Noah will refer people to Claire directly
- the property consists of a big farmhouse, a barn, and several acres of land
- the house's basement is being renovated and expanded into living quarters and training facilities for the farm's residents
- the house upstairs is mostly where Claire sleeps and heads up operations of the farm, as once the basement is ready for habitation the kids move into very comfortable dorm type rooms
- the "dorms" also have a shared bathroom, recreation/leisure area, and kitchenette
- they are, of course, welcome to use any and all facilities on the property but since they had a lot of input on the basement area, they were able to make it into a very cool hangout and spend a lot of time there when they're not working
- there is still some land that could be used for crops, but they just don't have enough people
- for now they do have some large gardens and are able to grow plenty of fruits and vegetables both for consumption of the farm's residents, as well as for profit
- Claire (and helpers) sell jams/jellies, produce, and other handmade/homemade goods in the small towns near the farm
- she is very serious about security and secrecy, using her many channels to get people to stay there
- she has hidden defenses around the house and surrounding land (mostly in the form of stashed guns and other weapons)
- the farm's residents are all ready and willing to defend with her
- as much as she might like to, Claire doesn't take in just anyone, she has to vet them first
- all dogs are welcome tho
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I could've sworn I'd made a little post about myself. Maybe I deleted it? I don't know. But now that I'm back on DW after another hiatus, I might as well throw this out there.

So, hello!

I'm Julien! Formerly Des, or DR. I'm a thirty-something internet old person who has been RPing since 2010 - and I've been writing fiction of one kind or another basically since elementary school. Sometimes I write fic, most times I prefer the interactive and collaborative nature of RP. I am non-binary (genderqueer if you wanna be more specific), and am fine with all pronouns.

My time zone is USA Eastern Time, and I work a 9-5 type job. That said, my job is not very strict or whatever, so I can generally find time to sneak in some tags during the day. I do a lot more during the evenings and weekends when I don't get distracted by video games. :P

I'm extremely shy about tagging out to new people, but I'm super open to new friends and new tagging partners for all kinds of threads. Shipping is awesome, but absolutely not necessary; I'm just as happy to write other relationships and interactions. I would prefer to let characters interact some before any smut happens (if it happens), rather than just having smut for the sake of it? It's fun to explore the character motivations and all the drama.

Also, you may have noticed, by this post and all of my other OOC posts, I struggle with being concise.

TL;DR - hi, I'm Julien, I'm a big ol' nerd who enjoys yelling about fictional characters so let's be friends?
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Pretty simple - most familiar/most wanted canons for crossovers, and favorite plot ideas.

CROSSOVERS:

A Song of Ice and Fire / Game of Thrones / House of the Dragon (gib AUs pls)
Marvel/DC (more familiar with film than comics but comic portrayals are cool!)
The Boys
Misfits (didn't watch beyond the first couple seasons)
(Insert other canons with superpowers here!)
The Fetch Phillips Archives (PLEASE READ THESE BOOKS)
White Collar
Black Sails
Our Flag Means Death
Ted Lasso
Star Trek
Star Wars
Supernatural
Overwatch
Apex Legends
Skyrim
The Legend of Zelda
Destiny (the video game)
Witcher (though I'm only sorta familiar with the Netflix series)
Cursed (Netflix)
Lord of the Rings
Doctor Who
Disney
Westworld
The Walking Dead
The Hunger Games

GENERAL IDEAS/THEMES (in no particular order):
Arranged Marriage
Office AU
College AU
Futuristic / Space Plots 
Fake Dating
Undercover / Spying
Farm AU
Mutual Pining
Angst
Fantasy AU (particularly Ice & Fire)
Secret Relationship

I will probably edit this post as I think of new ideas or change my mind about stuff.
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Claire is perplexed by the cube even as she's compelled to reach out and touch it. All at once, the space around her goes hazy and once her vision clears, she's unsure of what exactly she's looking at before recognition crashes against her like a wave.

It's the hallway of her old house in Costa Verde. The clock tells her it's mid-afternoon, but it's dark, the California sun shuttered away with the blinds closed.

A chill runs down her spine as she remembers why.

Sylar. This is the day he--

Why am I here?

That's all she can think at first, until she realizes she doesn't know if what's she's seeing is real or not. It could be an illusion, or she could very well have traveled through time.

Hearing footsteps at the end of the hall in the kitchen raises as many questions as it answers. And then the scream. Her scream. Had she been taken back to this moment, perhaps to stop it all from happening, or is she just a helpless bystander to her own trauma? One way to find out, she supposes, and she rushes toward the source of the commotion.

But when bursts in to find Sylar, a knife in his chest, using his telekinesis to slice open her skull, there's nothing she can do. When she tries to grab for one of the kitchen knives to stab him again, her hand passes through.

No, Claire isn't here to change the past, but to relive it.

She watches, powerless to act, as he finishes telekinetically slicing through the top of her head and carries her to the living room. Her memory usually blocks this part out when she recalls this day, so it's bizarre to see it play out before her.

But it does explain at least one thing, like why she'd found herself barefoot after the fact. Sylar had removed her shoes once he laid her down on the coffee table, before pulling the top of her skull off.

Had he really spent this long poking around inside her brain? In the moment, she knows it had felt like an eternity, but to remember it, it only seems like a few minutes. Claire wants nothing more than to close her eyes and pull herself away from this, but now she's well and truly frozen in place, unable to tear her gaze away.

"What are you doing to me?" she can hear herself asking.

"Looking for answers before I bleed to death."

"Funny. I'm looking for answers, too."

He didn't really have all the answers, she remembers that much. He only had more questions.

"Why is there evil? How many angels can dance on the head of a pin? How do we make love stay?" Sylar had asked, as she had squirmed and struggled to breathe.

"Are you gonna eat it?" Claire almost recites the question along with herself as she hears it asked.

"Eat your brain? Claire, that's disgusting."

And then Sylar finds what he's looking for. He pulls the knife from his chest and sighs triumphantly as the wound heals. She watches her body go still on the coffee table, eyes beginning to close as she exhales her last, until Sylar brings back the top half of her skull to reattach it.

Her regeneration kicks in, then, and she gasps. Claire watches herself sit up and stare at Sylar. She still feels the same confusion as she hears her voice asking, "Wait. What about me? Aren't you going to kill me?"

There's pity in his tone as his low voice cuts through the stifled air of the house, the sickly smell of dried blood, but he almost looks... impressed, in a way she hadn't noticed in the moment.

"Poor girl," he says, shaking his head. "There's so much about yourself you don't even understand. Your brain is not like the others. Claire, you are not like the others. You're different. You're special, and I couldn't kill you even if I wanted to. You can never die. And now, I guess, neither can I."

And then he's gone. All Claire sees is herself on the coffee table, and even now, with so many years between these two versions of herself she's not any closer to understanding exactly what Sylar had meant.

She's struck with the urge to follow Sylar outside, to chase him down and demand the answers, but she knows she can't. This is her memory, she isn't really here, and she can't go outside of where her mind can recall. Her attention turns instead to herself, still sitting on the coffee table, struggling to keep herself together.

In a little while, Claire remembers, she will discover that she no longer feels pain. Is it something Sylar had done? Nothing she had seen in reliving this memory could explain. He had told her while poking around in her head that there were no nerve receptors in the brain, but that doesn't explain why she no longer felt it once Sylar had put her back together.

"What is the point of this?" she asks, unheard in the midst of her memory. Her voice grows louder as she continues speaking, whirling around the room as if to demand the answers from some unseen presence. "Why am I seeing this if not to learn something from it? Tell me!"

And with that, she's jolted back to the present with enough force to send her staggering backwards. Her breathing is ragged, her face pale, and she takes another step away from the cube, slumping down to the floor as her back hits a wall.

"Why--" Claire's voice breaks halfway through that single syllable. She hugs her knees to her chest, refusing to look at the cube before she gets struck with the urge to touch it again.
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Note: As with all of my other character notes, this is a mix of canon, headcanon, and even bits and pieces of RP from 10 years of writing Claire. Particularly with her skills, I'm more than likely going to adjust what she knows and what she's good at (within reason) depending on what I feel is appropriate for the plot at any given time. Her personality, I hope to keep relatively consistent, but please be aware that various AUs that take her away from certain events in her canon that shape her (and how I write her) will cause slight changes simply because the foundation for her character is changed in that particular instance. I will absolutely strive not to write her inconsistently on purpose.

Note, part deux: Warning for Heroes spoilers, both from the original canon and the expanded canon of the reboot, Heroes Reborn.

Here we go!

Skills and education. )

Personality and beliefs. )

Sexuality, romance, and ships. )

Spoilers for Heroes Reborn but also Fuck Heroes Reborn 'cause They Did My Girl Dirty )

I apologize for this being so long-winded, and for getting off topic to venture into my own personal opinions about things regarding the canon. But, that does tend to shape how I write Claire, so it's kind of relevant. If you've read through all of this, holy shit, thank you. High five, for real. Feel free to ask any questions you may have either here in comments, or shoot me a PM. Clearly from all these paragraphs I love to talk about Claire, so I promise I won't mind. :) 
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Content warning: Given the fact that I'll be talking about Claire suffering possible injuries and death, if you're sensitive to discussions of violence and bodily injury, you may want to skip this. You're absolutely welcome to personally ask me any questions via PM and just let me know you'd prefer I spare the details. 

Note:
This is a mix of canon and headcanon. I want to be as realistic as possible but at the end of the day, this is still science-fiction. I’m not an expert on anatomy nor am I aiming for 100% accuracy, I’m just trying to make a little sense of a fictional character’s superpower to heal herself instantly. Now, onto the good stuff. It's going under a cut for length and content. 

I'm the defensive player of the year )

In conclusion: I don't want to be god-moddy and make her completely invulnerable. I’m willing to discuss ways to weaken her, I’m willing to discuss letting her be hurt, I’m willing to discuss what would happen to her if your character did x to her. I only ask that if your character is planning to do something drastic and it’s not immediately obvious in the context of the thread, that you please talk to me first. I really don't mind putting her through the ringer, but I like it to 1) make sense for her character and how I understand her power to work, and 2) be something we can agree on before it happens.

kink list

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To preface this: Claire, in canon, is not sexually experienced. I do write her post-canon by default, so she's older - anywhere from mid-twenties on up. Between headcanons and RP history that I incorporate into my portrayal of her, she isn't so virginal. Depending on the setting and prompt, she may be more or less interested in sex, or more or less experienced. I don't mind adjusting so long as it makes sense for whatever's going on in the thread. It offers more variety, rather than writing the same stuff all the time. 

(But then again if it's stuff I really enjoy writing, I typically don't mind writing it often and repeating plots, lol.)

She is canonically bisexual (could be interpreted as pansexual, imo). I headcanon that most of her experiences are with men. Because I'm super biased and I hated Gretchen. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ (It should have been Claire/Elle, fight me.)

KINK LIST:


YES (favorites in italics): 
vanilla / romantic sex
rough sex

hatesex (cough with Sylar? cough)
spanking
hair-pulling 
oral (giving & receiving)
fingering (giving & receiving)
squirting 
creampies
bukakke 
daddy kink
older partners
dirty talk
cliche porn tropes (teacher/student, doctor/patient, etc.) 
double penetration
anal
first time / corruption 
sex in public 
forced orgasms 
sex toys
pegging
costumes
lingerie

incest (Claire/Peter, possibly step-siblings or step-parents)
sexy science experiment?
cheerleader uniform

MAYBE: 
dub-con
blackmail (related to above lol)
choking 
somnophilia (sex/messing around while asleep)
humiliation 
blindfolds
hybristophilia (attraction to bad boys/criminals)
non-con (again it depends on the plot but I def lean more toward dub-con)
breeding (depends on the plot/ship)
minor knife play
vampire stuff

NO:
gore
toilet stuff
tentacles
body swapping
body transformations
body horror
animals 
animal characteristics (cat ears, etc.)
underage 
foot fetish stuff
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